To Trust Again

Posted: May 10, 2016 in daughter of the King
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Trust and give the benefit of doubt.
Its far different from going to what you already know is a lie.
If they lie to you, if the motive is not good … then, they will be accountable to God.
– Pastor Bong

the principle i tried to live
it doesn’t have a challenge at first
the lies are often darn shallow
and at ignoring, i am the best.

but things do change when it has crossed beyond tolerance,
when at core you are hit because you have trusted too much.
when over and over you are tested,
and that the kindness is marked as foolished.

the madness took over but love confronts
“this is not the way you should handle this” it says to me back.
so should i carry on, and just let things pass?
does apology makes things up from the start?

why does those things got me affected?
does the principle that i’m holding folded?
i looked at people, and i am not the same
i analyze between the lines and read at the stare

back to being skeptic, back to then was i.
the anger blazes at smoke without fire.
i am not trusting, the way i should do
its consuming me.. and scares me to be who?

and in my quietness, He speaks to me

Psalm 91:1-4
He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High
shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress:
my God; in him will I trust.
Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler,
and from the noisome pestilence.
He shall cover thee with his feathers,
and under his wings shalt thou trust:
his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

There was i – brought back to Him,
He assures me this time again.
In Him i can trust, so trust must i give
and if it fails me repeatedly – trust in Me, again He’ll say.
and I will. because after all, He is my God.
and to trust is to prove that i trust!

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