March 8, pass 10pm.
I took a much needed rest on the sofa, putting the headphone on my ears and just feel like enjoying to hear the praise and worship songs on my phone. After it plays a few lines, I caught myself singing along. I enjoyed the music, the lyrics, the beat… The moment swept me off my feet. I couldn’t help but be moved. My heart felt the passion over the songs of praise.
Moments after, I somehow got conscious. Am I singing too loud? How’s my voice? And so, I removed one of the earphones and continued on singing praise for my Lord.
After some time, I felt like wanting to hear myself sing, just me on acapella. Ha! There I found myself greatly discouraged. I heard my offbeat voice, and it’s just not pleasing to my ears. Almost immediately, I wondered if my neighbors heard me singing. Am I singing too loud? It is so embarrassing. It took me a while to recover.